I have mistakes that are not in my mind
they are on me I cannot see them neither can you
it reeks of shame of every mistake
I have been in these situations to many time to tell them from real life
All of these mistakes that are there to stain my life
make all the ruins of this world visible
and we would not be able to live here
I made these mistakes and want to face them but they are the past and I cannot look back
All I want is to change one mistake
something that would have made my life the most beautiful thing in the world
all I want is to re live that moment and follow her go with her instead of resisting
instead of staying away instead of changing my mind instead of changing my thoughts
all I want to do is change that one moment
to believe that all would be different all the pain would have changed to pure and unforgettable happiness
so I sit here covered in my mistakes wondering if I hadn't made that one not to long ago
if the stain would disappear and turn into love
something that can change this ugly truth from what it is today into a scary lie
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