Bored...

that word is hell to everyone^^
you know the one the one that means nothing
because you can't find something to do doesn't mean that there is nothing to do
like a dog that just sits there he isn't bored he is tired
we all say the word once but we don't realize that you only feel worse after you've said it
it is a meaningless word and it is unfortunate that we say it if we don't mean it
we just need to open our eyes to all the fun that surrounds us all of the amazing things we have to do
all of the things that are incredible
and all of the things that are beautiful
to us and to others that we all need to see
In this world we all have something to do and there is
never nothing to do
but I'm bored anyway

the answer

all alone by myself wishing to see this world
looking to find what is called beauty
I have not seen anything quite like it so I don't know what I'm looking for
It is probably right in front of me but I just keep walking searching for this thing
I often wonder if it is even possible to see someone every hour of every day and still think that they are the most beautiful thing in the world no matter any of there faults
I think that I can dream of something that is beautiful but it is never the same thing
It is always changing I can't seem to think of one thing that is truly beautiful
I thought that I was a fool at first but then realized that there is nothing in the world that says I should know
I sit in my room and continue to think of all the things that are beautiful and still
I cannot seem to see the answer

Happiness

we all have our happy moments and as we have them they can spread from person to person

we all have that magical power to make someone happy to change a persons day

we just need to find that bit of happiness that can be spread from person to person

happiness is within us it always will be no matter how sad the situation there is always a happy moment 

when these sad times occur try not to dwell. 
Try to think of happiness and never, never believe that you will be sad for the rest of your life just because of one stupid little thing.
Because shit happens that you have to learn to get over and the first way to get over that is to think big and think HAPPINESS 

so always think about the happiness that you have had 

think of the good in your life

then believe in it like there is nothing else in the world 

because to dwell and to keep a grudge is too pointless

all it brings is bad thoughts and never has had a good effect on anyone

happiness is the key to success and it is what will put you in front of all the others that believe in holding any anger or holding the grief
that you have experienced let it go and believe in all the thoughts that have created a happy moment that will help you and everyone that surrounds you
just let go and trust in what you know

the moon

the moon shimmers in the night sky like a rain drop in the suns light
it sits perfectly in the sky like a perfect dream that can just be thought of.
All alone it sits there surrounded by stars that are millions of miles away
we all look to it for the reinsurance that it provides
no one knows why we all look to it;
is it for its beauty, is it sheer amazement that we can see something so large and powerful so close to use
that we could almost touch it or is it for all the goodness that we have given it hoping that it will return the favor.
some of use let our imagination run there just to see the view of our wondrous planet and all the planets that are close by.
its constant change in shape that tells us all so much about our time on this planet and all of what we have to live on it for.

falling into reality

all of us have our dreams
reality is our wreaking ball
we all want that dream to be the reality
its where there are no mistakes and there are no faults
we all win and no one loses
all I know is that I have failed this because my fantasy is sports
Living in this world there will always be a loser
one where this fantasy is there wreaking ball
all alone there is no fantasy
together there is a reality
and there will be our dreams

for all the mistakes

I have mistakes that are not in my mind
they are on me I cannot see them neither can you
it reeks of shame of every mistake
I have been in these situations to many time to tell them from real life
All of these mistakes that are there to stain my life
make all the ruins of this world visible
and we would not be able to live here
I made these mistakes and want to face them but they are the past and I cannot look back
All I want is to change one mistake
something that would have made my life the most beautiful thing in the world
all I want is to re live that moment and follow her go with her instead of resisting
instead of staying away instead of changing my mind instead of changing my thoughts
all I want to do is change that one moment
to believe that all would be different all the pain would have changed to pure and unforgettable happiness
so I sit here covered in my mistakes wondering if I hadn't made that one not to long ago
if the stain would disappear and turn into love
something that can change this ugly truth from what it is today into a scary lie

in between lost and found

always looking for it but can never find it
what is it you may ask?
I would like to know the same thing
we all are looking for something
we just don't know what the something is all the time
its all in a fuss that we just can't find
it's in between the area that we know and don't know
surrounded by confusion and by every day thoughts
it is there you just can't find it
look in your mind first then move forward (in your mind)
try to find all that is yours
then find all that doesn't belong and  keep in somewhere else
find that in between and find your lost